Appreciation.

Is it just me or does everyone these days seem to be in their only little world, calling upon others when they need them, but yet if they were called upon they would dscourage the notion. This my friend if how i am feeling atm UNDER APPRECIATED.

So YOU sit there with that smile upon your face talking aimlessly about your problems your having with the other half there i an sitting there listening away giving out all the advice i can offer, and yet when it comes to me just wanting a chat and someone to listen to my life, the dialogue can be easily replicated:

You: Hey you alright?
Me: Yer you?
You: Yer, what you been doing?
Me: Not much lots of thinking, just wondering about things becaues ( here i would extend unpon my answer)
You: Oh,okay.

THE END. FINISHED. NOTHING MORE SAID.

So the moral: i need you to help me, friendship isn't just a one way thing, and I don't expect you to talk to me just when you are bored etc, i'm not just you bored card, i have feelings too you know. Just don't pick and chose when to talk to me it's so annoying. The even more annoying thing?You're not the only one. Most of you people, and you should know who you are if you truely looked at things, take me for granted too, under appreciate me and quite franky i am done with it.

I'm sick of having to put up with being second best. I'm sick of having to listen to you talk about all your crap the whole time. I'm sick of having to help everyone out and make them feel better and yet when does this ever happen to me, that is the real question?

I'm not taking it anymore from you, or you, or any of you. I am done with helping everyone out, it's not my job and not my life, i do it out of kindness but what is the point if i am nothing but disrespected back- MY LIFE, MY WAY. END OF! Just wished people would have a more serious opinion of me sometime, I just don't believe that half the things done are necessary.

So i would just like to feel more appreciated by some of you. One thing i really don't get or understand; last year we had respect for each other and now here we are barely muttering two words to each other daily. I just don't get how we all of a sudden slipped up and the equation of our friendship turned from positive to negative.. SO APPRECIATE me more it doesn't take a lot of time or effort - trust me i've dished it out enough times.

That shall be all.