Okay, well where to begin?I dunno guess with all the family finally gone the house feel empty and that atmosphere just seems to have disappeared away from everything. I have the worst headache ever and my body is ache all over for no reason, mainly one place i was verbally complaining about the other day. I hate my body right now, it's so boyish but fat and disgusting. My face is so spotty and horrible too at the moment. I am probably wasting my time, and at the moment there is only one good thing in my life - YOU. Everything else just seems to be failing like it doesn't want to work or anything. School was the biggest piece of shit ever,I had to do a dissection, what a bloody joke. Was so sick and repulsive. KIDNEY. And everyone has started talking about university and stuff and seeing universities and i have no idea as to what i want to do, everyone is good at something and I'm rubbish at everything, seriously i just don't feel special atm and am not in love with my body.
The unattractive feeling i have right now is the most unbelievable thing and the ability to seek approval by your people make me scared they will dislike or hate me, and i am petrified about it all.
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