PIMMS.

Shocking isn't it because you know i real should not be feeling so shit all the time, i have the world at my feet. I worry, worry oh and then worry a little bit more but what i don't really understand is why i do, some people say that if i didn't worry then i wouldn't care but tbh is that really true. I think when there is hardly any reassurance in my life that is why i worry and never know what to expect etc. It's hard, you've all left me behind a year, and yer the year below are amazing and i love them but there not you. obviously some of you i couldn't give a monkeys about but honesty, some of my friends i'm wanting to keep massively. yer i just can't seem to get it right, the balance between everyone it's hard.

i have no idea why i feel so sad all the time what is wrong with me, everyone should realise that i don't always want to hear about UCAS and university etc it's so bland to me, hence why sometimes it's nice to see one at a time of you, i know may seem selfish but hardly any of you understand it do you?

You know people really have changed this year and i have noticed who the social climbers are, don't just fucking text me saying 'miss u' no mate, how long has it taken you how long, i'm sick of making the effort to get no reply ffrom you and to try and keep the conversation up when all i ever get is looks of boredem when i talk to you. I just don't get it.

I need to sort myself out i don't get why i can't seem to function and seem t enjoy my life at the minute. my priorities needs re arranging and so do some people faces.


PLEASE GET ME SOME PIMMS.