Now i would say yes i am feeling massively better but the thing is my motivation just seems to be completely lost, at the beginning of the year i felt so positive and i know it;s still there but the thing is what is there to be motivated for. When you do your work but get no results it's slightly dissatisfying. I hate people who breeze through life and yet still believe they have problems well no there are some of us who have to work for it.
It's amazing though as you really do find who your true friends are you know that because as much as you say you are my friend etc you really don't seem to show it, and i love those friendships you can leave for days on end but still go back to them and they are completely the same. Catching up with an old friend in the snow today seriously made me have a different out look on life and it's crazy there are something not worth moaning about.
Tbh i feel as though i need to find something to motivate me, i am trying school i really am but there are just so many two faced people who push you down just when you've got the strength to get back up again! It's hard but then that's what life is about eh?
Renovovation :
- money saving
- effort making
- cheery kinda girl
PRIORITISE XX
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