New Year, New Start, New Me

As if it seems that all people do these days is try and 'reinvent' themselves just when something goes bad. When all is bad in your life how do you think reinventing yourself is really going to change the way you act and the way you present yourself, will it really delete all the crap that has happened in the past, all the grudge? No so think again

Really what i would say was a good option is that you take on board what other says and tell them to fuck off! At the end of the day if they cannot accept you for who you are, or if you do not want to change is their friendship etc really worth it all? Like honestly i know we all moan at each other etc but i wouldn't ever expect someone to change unless they truely wanted to, because when you think about it if they don't realy wanna change is there much point, maybe that's just my way of thinking.

Also coming to my attention is that i really need to kick my arse into gear, like the reality of everything is not just going to fall into place, like honestly steph get a grip. I was thinking the other day that no one can motivate themselves but motivating itself. Confusing i know but that's just what i like to say I'm confusing and that is all..

I was going to write all about 2010 but at the end of the day why dwell on the past, look to the future as you can change that. I just need to remember how lucky i am to have the friends, family and everything i have around me.

KThanksBye x