It always like something is going perfectly then bammm it hits you like a ton of bricks, it can be the smallest or the largest of things but it stll happens and is still there and you know it, subconsciously it's there at the back of your mind.
It makes you wonder how you are ever going to change it doesn't it? like i wonder how i'm ever going to be completely satisfactory to you all, and how i am ever going to be excepted by all, but you get to realise that we won't all be accepted by all will we? we can't all be liked, but it still persits to bug you, because those who have made you realise the fault are those you are truly trying to please.
well i am trying and i have changed, i do so much for these people that for once it would be nice to not be moaned at, it would be nice to have them compliment me, say thank you etc. But then for once it would be nice if i didn't screw it up again....
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